Monday, February 4, 2008

One More Thing

I realized this morning (as I meditated) that the one thing I want above all else is to know what I'm supposed to do to make the world a better place.  I've dabbled in a number of community service/social actions projects, but I never got the feeling that, "This is what I'm meant to do." It always felt like I was doing someone else's work, even when it was a project I was in charge of.

So, I'm putting it out there: to my inner dweller, the universe, whatever you call it, that when what I'm meant to do is revealed to me, I'll do it.  

At this point, I have no idea what "it" may be.  I don't expect to find out next week or next month, but I do expect that with my kids getting older and needing me less, my finding this out will correspond with them heading off to college.

One last thing: a bit of a prediction on my part.  I wouldn't be surprised if "it" has something to do with India.  I've never been to India, but it's danced around the periphery of my consciousness since I was a kid.  We'll see.

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